Enrollment Extended One Week for Radical Infusion School of Inner-Healing and Deliverance!

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Due to the decision to record the sessions for the Radical Infusion School of Inner-Healing and Deliverance starting tonight 7pm, and the fact that tonight is the introduction, registration will be opened up for one more week. Applications, references and payments in by Sunday, February 23 will allow you to be included now instead of waiting until fall.  A private link to the recorded introduction session will be sent to you upon receipt of all enrollment requirements. WE HOPE YOU CAN JOIN US!

Click HERE to read the original blog post with all the enrollment details.

Mary is a licensed/ordained Reverend/Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, as well as an ordained PDM (Prayer Deliverance Minister) under the spiritual covering & authority of Pastor Jack Valentino of Sword of the Spirit Healing Ministries in Marietta, GA. RADICAL INFUSION School of Inner-healing and Deliverance (www.radicalinfusion.org) operates as a separate entity/ministry under the personal ministry of Mary Held. Mary is also a Core Leader at The HUB Atlanta under the leadership of Leanne Goff, leading and training others in Altar Ministry. To read more about Mary’s testimony, click HERE.

For more information or to apply, please email info@radicalinfusion.org

The application can be found by clicking HERE.


RADICAL INFUSION School of Inner-healing and Deliverance

RADICAL INFUSION School of Inner-healing and Deliverance
Monday evenings from 7-9:30 pm via SKYPE beginning 2/17/14

(Check back in the fall if you missed this one)



Inner-healing and Deliverance Prayer sets people free.

When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.” Matt 9:36-38


In the year 2000 I was introduced to the ministry of inner-healing & deliverance. I worked closely with trained ministers and counselors for the next 4 years. In 2009 I met Pastor Jack Valentino of Sword of the Spirit Healing Ministries where I became trained in the discipline of Inner-healing & Deliverance and I’ve been leading people to freedom since.

I am of the opinion that all Christians should go through inner-healing and deliverance prayer at least once. There are many things that have affected us throughout life that we often are not aware of… before the womb, in the womb and after the womb. Spirit-led inner-healing and deliverance prayer reveals and uncovers the “hidden shards of glass” that have the potential to cut us and make us bleed, and can derail our destiny. (See video interview about the vision I had: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ao4_S9pJMrA) We all need a RADICAL INFUSION of truth to set us free.

Often God reveals our need for healing in layers, so after I had gone for healing prayer the first time, I returned for additional sessions over time to resolve things that had later come to the surface. As a result, the process of inner-healing prayer has become a discipline in my life and I apply it myself whenever the need arises. You too can learn to navigate through hurdles as they arise. The unhealthy habits, patterns and structures that have formed years earlier begin to be exposed and replaced with biblical responses to life’s circumstances.

More and more people are requesting to meet with me for inner-healing prayer. And my heart wants to minister to them all, but clearly that is not possible. As I cried out to God about their need, the Lord gave me one word: MULTIPLY. While I am called to minister to others in this discipline, just as importantly I am called to train others to be Prayer Deliverance Ministers. With the blessing of my spiritual father Pastor Jack Valentino, I am doing just that.


Prayer Deliverance Ministry is not a “formula” but a Spirit-led process that is facilitated by someone who has been trained to understand biblically the impact of our childhood perceptions, traumatic experiences and the habits, patterns and structures we developed as a result. They are trained to lead individuals to pray and release their past by radically infusing them with Truth in their innermost parts. John 8:32 tells us that it’s the TRUTH that sets us free. As we lead others through Inner-healing prayer, the Holy Spirit does the internal work of breaking up those strongholds and replacing the lies with truth.

The curriculum includes:

  1. Fresh revelation that the Lord has given me personally in doing inner-healing & deliverance ministry
  2. Effective ministry techniques & truths I have learned from many sources (whom I quote where I’m able)
  3. Personal development for the student regarding their Identity in Christ so they can be highly effective ministers
  4. Repetitive reinforcement of relying on Holy Spirit and being spirit-led vs. following any one formula or method
  5. Specific suggested resources for further in-depth study many of the topics covered.

You will learn about the root causes of many strongholds and learn to recognize habits, patterns and structures in others so you can facilitate their freedom. In essence you will build a “tool-box” of awareness that will be at your disposal as Holy Spirit leads as to which tool to use and when.

With sound biblical support for every lesson, you will be confident of the power of God behind this amazing, cleansing, healing practice. There will also be emphasis given to recognizing and understanding prayer ministry for DID/MPD (Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personality Disorder) and S/RA (Satanic / Ritual Abuse) and Mind Control Programming. Therefore Intercession and Spiritual Warfare and training will be incorporated into the classes.

As a Prayer Deliverance Minister, you will be exposed to some very deep issues and demonic strongholds. This ministry is not for the faint of heart. It is a calling from God and you will know if you are called. He doesn’t call the equipped, but equips the call. All you have to do is say YES if He is calling you. He will do the rest.



  • Must have salvation through Jesus Christ
  • Must have at least one personal Inner-healing and Deliverance session before starting
  • Must complete extensive application including pastoral reference
  • Must commit to one 2.5-3 hour online class session weekly for 16 weeks. (Sessions will be recorded to view for an occasional absence. No more than 2 absences requested.)


  • Certificate of Curriculum Completion
  • Ordination Certificate as a Prayer Deliverance Minister (with your Pastor’s authorization)


  • FALL 2014 SESSION: Tuesday evenings from 7-10pm ET from 9/2/14 – 12/16/14. Click HERE to enroll.
  • Available worldwide via Google Hangouts (all classes in English, no interpretation available)


  • Cost is $395 per person ($100 due with application, $100 in weeks 4 & 8, $95 in week 12)
  • Cost is $695 per married couple ($200 due with application, $165 in weeks 4, 8, and 12)
  • Must be paid via Paypal
  • Curriculum sent via email weekly
  • Some required reading. Books are not included in tuition and must be purchased independently.

Mary is a licensed/ordained Reverend/Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, as well as an ordained PDM (Prayer Deliverance Minister) under the spiritual covering & authority of Pastor Jack Valentino of Sword of the Spirit Healing Ministries in Marietta, GA. RADICAL INFUSION School of Inner-healing and Deliverance (www.radicalinfusion.org) operates as a separate entity/ministry under the personal ministry of Mary Held. Mary is also a Core Leader at The HUB Atlanta under the leadership of Leanne Goff. To read more about Mary’s testimony, click HERE.

For more information or to apply, please email info@radicalinfusion.org

The application can be found by clicking HERE.

Overcoming Addictive Strongholds with a RADICAL INFUSION

Tune in to the webcast below where I was recently a guest and spoke about Addictive Strongholds.  Learn how Addictive Strongholds are more common than you might think and what you can do to break free from them… ( the starting point is delayed. Go to 1:12 for it to begin.)


Get yourself a RADICAL INFUSION today to overcome those Addictive Strongholds as well as process other unresolved emotions. Below is a message I preached recently in more detail about the need for Inner-Healing, and it ends with me leading you to pray and get a RADICAL INFUSION:

Join me LIVE on the Web this Thursday at 9pm

Orphan Heart Webcast May 16

Tune in this Thursday night at 9pm!

I’ll be a guest on the ORPHAN HEART WEBCAST sharing about how to overcome addictive strongholds…



GROW UP with Spiritual Growth Hormones

Eph 4:11-16

And He gave some as apostles, and some as prophets, and some as evangelists, and some as pastors and teachers, for the equipping of the saints for the work of service, to the building up of the body of Christ; until we all attain to the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to a mature man, to the measure of the stature which belongs to the fullness of Christ.

As a result, we are no longer to be children, tossed here and there by waves and carried about by every wind of doctrine, by the trickery of men, by  craftiness  in deceitful scheming; but speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in all aspects into Him who is the head, even Christ, from whom the whole body, being fitted and held together by what every joint supplies, according to the proper working of each individual part, causes the growth of the body for the building up of itself in love.

God doesn’t measure TIME, he measures GROWTH. (Graham Cooke)

As I navigate through life with the Lord, I have learned to understand that every situation that comes my way (good or bad) has the potential to cause me to GROW in my relationship with Him. While I definitely grow during good times, I find that the difficult times bring the most noticeable growth and preparation for the next level. Those difficult times cause me to know God in a more profound way than I ever could have otherwise.

I looked up the Greek words for GROW and GROWTH in the above Scripture and they mean TO ENLARGE. The Greek word for MATURE means to BECOME COMPLETE. So Paul is telling us above that God’s intention for us is to BECOME COMPLETE and be ENLARGED into all aspects of Christ. Therefore, GROWTH is intended to ENLARGE US TOWARD CHRIST-LIKENESS.

With the conception of Radical Infusion (www.radicalinfusion.org), the preparation and gestation of this ministry has brought me (and continues to bring me) much GROWTH – and it isn’t always easy.

Like a woman with child, I have been stretched to new levels. There is some awkwardness and discomfort like I imagine a woman might feel, especially if she is carrying her first child. Like a protective mother, I am more cautious and on guard to ensure the security and safety of my child. I’ve heard pregnant women complain that everyone they meet wants to touch their belly, even complete strangers. I’m finding a similar experience in birthing this ministry.

What I am noticing most, however, is the personal growth inside of me and my ability to deflect the enemy’s schemes. I can more clearly see the plot set against me to get me out of the Spirit and into my flesh. The enemy doesn’t want me to walk in love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Every time I have a new breakthrough, I now anticipate the onslaught of the enemy’s attacks.

These attacks come though many avenues and are not always direct, so spiritual discernment is critical. The most stealthy attacks, I’m finding, come through old mindsets that I have already been healed from. The enemy spent years deceiving me in certain ways which were very effective for a long time, but God was faithful to reveal my deception. However, we can get comfortable in our new found freedom and he will try to catch us off guard. Those old deceptions are one of the most likely places the enemy will try to attack.

It’s very exciting lately to recognize the growth that has happened in my life through being washed in the Word by the renewing of my mind and being cleansed in His presence. I can still recognize those old “default” response systems that used to plague my life and keep me bound, as they try to take the lead at every opportunity. But today I count it all joy as I know that each difficulty, each challenge, each attack that comes my way, is simply designed to grow me (ENLARGE ME TOWARD CHRIST-LIKENESS) even more.

In pondering this with the Lord, I imagined the attacks & challenges (which God allows) to be as an injection of GROWTH HORMONES… something that can benefit me, not hinder me. So I looked up growth hormones and here’s what I found:

  • Growth hormones regulate development.
  • Growth hormones are needed for normal growth in children.
  • In adults, growth hormones are needed to maintain the proper amounts of body fat, muscle, and bone.
  • In adults, low or absent growth hormones can also cause emotional symptoms, such as tiredness and lack of motivation.

So here are some conclusions and points for you to ponder:

  1. Growth hormones (attacks/challenges) regulate your spiritual development.
  2. Growth hormones (attacks/challenges) are needed and normal, and should be expected.
  3. Growth hormone injections (attacks/challenges) are not easy or fun to get, but they are intended to strengthen you, bring you balance and make you more like Jesus.
  4. Low or absent growth hormones (a wrong perspective of attacks/challenges, or attempts to avoid growing) can cause emotional symptoms such as tiredness and lack of motivation (sounds like depression to me.)

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance (CHEERFUL, HOPEFUL CONSTANCY).  Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything (LIKE CHRIST). James 1:2-5

Hello Friends! I have exciting news!

Hello Friends!

I am excited to announce that on Saturday, April 21st I will be hosting and teaching my first-ever One-Day Conference called RADICAL INFUSION (http://www.radicalinfusion.org/What-is-Radical-Infusion-.html).

And I need your help!

Here’s how:

  • Please PRAY: It is so important this event be covered in prayer!
  • Please ATTEND: Your support would mean so much to me, plus I guarantee you will never be the same!
  • Please REGISTER: It’s FREE but registration is required. http://radicalinfusion.eventbrite.com/ (there will be $5 cash lunches available from Chick-fil-A so registration is important for us to know how many to order)
  • Please SHARE: Tell everyone you know; invite your friends, forward this email or create your own; “like” and share our facebook page (https://www.facebook.com/radicalinfusion); tweet about us on twitter (and follow us too @radicalinfusion); and posters and postcards are available if you would like to distribute them at your church or in your circle of friends.

This is something God has shown me would happen for a long time, and it’s finally here.

I pray you will join me on April 21st for YOUR Radical Infusion!

Blessings to all,





Do You Have An Orphan Spirit?

We often hear people talk about James 1:27:

James 1:27

Pure and undefiled religion in the sight of our God and Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their distress, and to keep oneself unstained by the world.

We also often limit this to what we understand of orphans and widows in the natural. But the reality is that many people fall into this category if we would only have eyes to see.

By looking at the definition of the original Greek, we can see more clearly:

ORPHANS: those of uncertain affinity, parentless, comfortless, fatherless

(To be of uncertain affinity means not being connected on common ground; not belonging anywhere or to anyone specific.)

WIDOWS: those who are deficient, lacking a husband, having a chasm, vacancy, impassable interval, gape or gulf

These definitions in a spiritual sense, include many more people than one would realize.

In pure and undefiled religion, these are the people we are instructed to visit.

VISIT: to inspect; to select; by extending ourselves, go see and bring relief

But too often we don’t recognize them when they are right in front of us.

  • They are in your church
  • They are on your job
  • They live in your neighborhood
  • They could be in the mirror
  • Many have grown up in two-parent homes
  • Many have never been married
  • Many have been divorced
  • Many have been ostracized for various reasons such as race, social class or gender
  • Many have lost loved ones other than a spouse

We cannot identify them by traditional definitions. We must identify them by their FRUIT. This orphan spirit is crippling many inside and outside of the church today… it is like a hidden shard of glass that has the potential to cut them, make them bleed and make them unable to walk in their destiny.

Could you or someone you know be struggling with an orphan spirit?

There is hope!

John 14:18 says:

I will not leave you as orphans (with uncertain affinity, parentless, comfortless, fatherless); I will come to you.

Rom 8:14-17

…those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship (placed into immediate kinship; adoption) And by him we cry, “Abba,  Father.” The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children. Now if we are children, then we are heirs — heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ…

John 8:32

“Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

Come and learn the CHARACTERISTICS of the ORPHAN SPIRIT and other HIDDEN SHARDS OF GLASS so you can be FREE to be all God has called you to be.